Thursday, September 28, 2006

Words Out Loud

With all the unspoken words that I've been murmuring lately, I decided it's time to speak.

Later,..
(oh well)

posted by Bee @ 11:32 PM 0 comments

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Unspoken Words

posted by Bee @ 1:43 AM 5 comments

What Do You Want?

I dunno,.. you tell me. In 100 words, what do you want?

I want... a decent life.
A straight path, well-lit so I can easily follow. An awakened heart, that can distinguish between the dark and bumpy yet intriguing road, and the well paved but stenophobicly narrow one. A sane mind, that keeps me in check. A self well-nourished that seeks perfectionism in it's own, not in others. A conscience that rapidly gets sore if I hurt others. Tolerance to forgive and never look back, to give and never ask, to forget and never dwell. Security,... to be able to lay my head and fall asleep in no time. And calmness, to let go off things easily. Finally, serenity to accept what I end up getting anyway.

Does that sound like too much?

posted by Bee @ 12:30 AM 2 comments

It Feels Good to Be Alive

Does that sound positive?

Alright, so a question popped up somewhere, "What would you do if you got $1 million?" It was a typical, boring question to me. So I didn't even bother replying, but I heard a lot of people responding. Many investments. And more investments. And again, much more investments. And then this person burst out loud, "No one here wants to enjoy their money????"

It gave me a good laugh. What is enjoyment by the way? I don't know. It's an open question, no specific answer yet. But, can I just leave it like that? Nooooo. Of course not. Enjoyment is derived from satisfaction. Is it not? It's the ability to accept what can not be changed, and using common sense on what can be changed.

Seriously, if I was given $1 million, it would take me a lot of thinking before spending a penny. Do I sound like a loser? I don't care.

posted by Bee @ 12:12 AM 0 comments