Monday, May 09, 2005

Darkness

My new escort. It has been around for quite long. And it doesn't want to go away. Even when I turn on the light, I can still feel the darkness within. I'm becoming sleepless, just to enjoy the bitterness of it. The damn scary darkness is taking over everything.
I haven't seen the bright sun for quite few days now, thanks to the lovely weather in here. But could that be why? I am not as spiritual as I used to be. I can feel the darkness in my heart. Even up in my head. Darkness. Oh Allah, take this darkness away from my heart, I can't bare it anymore.